The New York Times, July 24, 2004 pA4
A Chinese Bookworm Raises Her Voice in Cyberspace. (Foreign Desk)(THE SATURDAY PROFILE) by Jim Yardley.
Full Text: COPYRIGHT 2004 The New York Times Company
The restaurant in the fashionable Qianhai district is almost empty, courtesy of the afternoon rains, though a small young woman is sitting on an upstairs sofa, slightly uncomfortable in her chic surroundings. With her oval glasses, shy demeanor and slightly hunched posture, the woman, Liu Di, looks like a bookworm.
What she does not look like is a threat to anything, certainly not China's government. Yet the government has already imprisoned her for a year. In recent months, during significant dates on the political calendar, officials have posted security officers outside the Beijing apartment she shares with her grandmother. ''They think I'm a dangerous figure,'' said Ms. Liu, 23, giggling slightly at the thought as she picked at a Thai rice dish.
It is Ms. Liu's other identity that has made her a target of the Communist Party. Known on the Internet as Stainless Steel Mouse, she is a dissident whose incarceration over her writings attracted international attention from human rights groups that demanded, and eventually helped win, her release.
|Even now, roughly eight months after she was freed, Ms. Liu
must live a watchful life. Upon her release, she resumed her studies at
Beijing Normal University, yet for months administrators left it unclear
whether she would be allowed to graduate. She monitored courses until she
was finally awarded her diploma in late June with a degree in psychology.
She did not attend the ceremony.
She still does not have a full-time job, nor is she certain when, if ever, she will cease to draw the government's attention. It has been a disorienting, dizzying ride for a quiet woman who rarely grants interviews and who says she has always felt like something of a misfit. It was, in fact, in cyberspace where she first felt accepted. ''To me, the Internet is a huge virtual space,'' she said. ''It is so different from real life. You can be more free.''
MS. LIU first logged onto that other world when she was in college. She had grown up in Beijing in a family that revered books. Her father worked in the library of the China Fine Arts Museum, while her mother was a factory worker who died when she was 15. Her grandmother was a reporter for the government's main newspaper, People's Daily.
|An awkward and shy child, she retreated into books, particularly science fiction. She was struck by Orwell's ''1984,'' with its grim warning against totalitarianism. ''It's very horrific,'' she said. ''I had never thought about how human nature could be so dark.''||"To me the internet is a huge virtual space. It is so different from real life. You can be more free." Liu Di|
By middle school, she had decided to become a writer and chose psychology as her college major because to write she thought she ''needed to know more about human beings.''
On campus in 2000, Ms. Liu noticed other students staring into their computers. ''A lot of other students were logging on, so I started,'' she said. She combed through online college bulletin boards and personal Web sites before searching deeper and finding voices of discontent. ''There were a lot of opinions and stories that couldn't be seen in newspapers,'' she recalled. ''I liked it.''
In cyberspace, Ms. Liu found her community. She plumbed literature for a nom de plume, trying Clockwork Orange and Banana Fish (a J.D. Salinger reference) before settling on Stainless Steel Mouse, from the science fiction of Harry Harrison.
She began participating in discussions on a Web site called ''Democracy and Freedom,'' which is often at odds with the government. By 2001, she opened her own site, much of it dedicated to literature, but she also published some articles calling for more freedom. As cyberspace became her home, she began to defend what the Chinese call netcitizens.
She wrote an essay defending a man jailed because of political postings on his Web site. She defended another intellectual singled out by the government for organizing a reading association and for posting political essays online. She wrote a critical attack on an advocate of nationalism and began dabbling in satire and parody at the government's expense.
In one posting, she called for the organization of a new political party in which anyone could join and everyone could be chairman. She said it was a spoof. But by September 2002, college administrators issued a warning. ''They said the postings I published on the Web went too far,'' she said. ''Some of the stuff I thought was written in a joking manner. But they thought it was too far.''
Terrified, she said, she scaled back on her online writing. But two months later, administrators ordered her to the campus police station, where officers took her to a Beijing prison. She was put in a cell with three other women, including a convicted murderer. Even today, she says she does not know which of her essays led to her arrest.
''I think a normal government should not be challenged by these writings,'' she said. ''We are not promoting violence. We're not organizing to challenge the government.''
In prison, she underwent some interrogation sessions. She said that she was frightened initially but that she was treated fairly well. She said that she had two meetings with a lawyer, and that her family was allowed to bring her books, magazines and university textbooks. She also learned from a guard that she was becoming famous in the outside world.
Human rights groups were holding up her case to protest the government's treatment of Internet dissidents. Shortly before Prime Minister Wen Jiabao was scheduled to visit the United States last November, the government suddenly released Ms. Liu and two other Internet dissidents. Her father escorted her from the prison, and she cried when she got home.
Of the international outcry over her arrest, Ms. Liu said she was stunned. ''I'm delighted that people care about me,'' she said.
SHE spent her first month out of prison under house arrest at her father's apartment. Then, on Christmas Day, she was told house arrest had ended. In the end, she said she was never formally charged with a crime. But since her release, security officers have twice been posted outside her apartment -- in March, during the annual meeting of the National People's Congress, China's legislature and on June 4, the 15th anniversary of the government crackdown against pro-democracy protesters at Tiananmen Square.
Even so, Ms. Liu has resumed writing. Several months ago, she signed an online petition calling for the release of Du Daobin, another online Internet essayist. (Mr. Du had been jailed after calling for her release from prison. He was recently convicted of subversion but was given a suspended sentence.) She recently wrote an article in a Hong Kong magazine criticizing the arrest of two crusading newspaper editors in southern China.
Asked why she takes such risks given her history, she said, ''It's the right thing for me to do, so I'm going to keep doing it.''
She still surfs the Internet late into the night. Government monitors have managed to block her name Stainless Steel Mouse from some Web sites. But she said she sometimes uses another moniker: Titanium Alloy Mouse.
''Stainless steel is low end,'' she said, smiling. ''Titanium steel is much higher end.''